kitsunesumi

Almost Done! Wheee~

2009-05-08T04:55:59Z

So it's late at night and still not done with my last exam (it's take home). I *have* to give it to my teacher by Monday morning, but since I'm coming home Saturday I figured I'd give it to her tomorrow morning. I don't think I'm going to make that deadline, since I'm not even a quarter of the way done... Part of the reason for this is....

DOCTOR WHO!

I'm obsessed and it's not even anime... It's scifi, or scifi lite. It's amazing. I love British shows. And it has nothing to do with the fact I'm in love with the spin off,Torchwood, which has a very flamboyant pansexual star. The star of the show is a very cute gay man (well all of his serious relationships are gay, but some people still think he'll end up with a woman x.x; ), played by a gay man, and all the other people have very fluid sexualities. Nobody blinks when the one the females gets herself a girlfriend, who turns out to be an alien. And the main girl (who is kinda annoying) kissed another alien girl. *^.^* So Torchwood is awesome. But Doctor Who features mainly straight couples, but that's ok. Cause I totally support the onesided love of one of his companions... the one girl who's actually useful and she leaves! :( All she wanted was another kiss geeze...

But yeah, watching scifi and not doing homework. Randomly making sure everyone I know is alive, not doing homework. It's okay I can email it to her. I just need to get it done and pack. And looks like I'll be the last one here again :(

Oh well cause I'm going home! I'm sad to be leaving, I'm glad to be leaving.

It looks like my friends aren't going to prom and I feel kinda responsible... it's ok cause we can all dress up for free! We'll go out for starbucks looking pretty or something. And we can have lots of sugar until I actually feel like dancing. ;)

Yay for Friendship

2009-04-02T02:23:03Z

I woke up in a crappy mood because I was angry at my dreams. All of my dream people were too OOC ...>> So I was mad at myself. Then in philosophy of religion class I got depressed... I was really stressed out all day for many reasons... and so of course I forgot what I was doing and ended up forgetting to email something to myself, so when I went to the library to print it out, I couldn't, so I had to run back to my room, then back to the library and I was 10 minutes late for class! No big deal though, my teacher looked surprised when I apologized.

When I got out of class at 8pm, I noticed my new chorus friend, Kelley, had called me. She invited me over for pizza and a movie. I had a lot of fun with her and my mood went from "blah" to "super happy!" ^^ So even though I haven't studied yet for my test tomorrow morning, I'm feeling pretty optimistic. After my test, my next class I'll get to see her again!

I was going to say "f it all" and tell my mom not to come visit me, and go home for Easter. Because I really wanted to see all of my friends again. But Kelley and I became hug buddies, because neither one of us gets enough hugs. So I feel like I can hold out until May 12. I'm not going to be able to leave my friends' sides for a while after that tho! >< And anyways, my mom and sister are planning to come see me Easter weekend, so I shouldn't just go home...

Today I was super paranoid that someone was going to prank me... but nothing happened.

Tagged~

2009-03-07T19:45:20Z

Your five favorite female characters:
1. Kyoko from Skip Beat
2. Sunako from Pretty Girl Evolution/The Wallflower
3. Tomoe from Rurouni Kenshin
4. Iono-sama from Iono-sama Fanatics
5. Orihime from Bleach

Who do you like the most?
Kyoko probably. Because she's full of fighting spirit!

Your five favorite male characters:
1. Kenshin from Rurouni Kenshin
2. Fay from Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle
3. Yuujiro from Princess Princess
4. Kazuki from GetBackers
5. Umeda from Hana-Kimi

Who do you like the most?
Kenshin~

Your three favorite games?
1. Kingdom Hearts! (2)
2. Phoenix Wright/Apollo Justice
3. Tales of Symphonia

Your favorite anime song?
Kawamoto Makoto- 1 Half, Rurouni Kenshin third season opening

Do you Cosplay? Or, what kind of cosplay would you like to do?
I haven't really cosplayed yet. I want to cosplay lots tho~ And I want to make gothic lolita clothes too...

Your favorite Seiyuu?
I like them all~ Morikubo Shotaro has an especially nice voice though <3

Does the one actually wanting it: in the animated cartoon, the cartoon, and the game?
This question gives me a headace. So I'm going to say this- if I could have any of the characters I would probably would claim Apollo Justice character- Kristoph Gavin <3 and possibly his brother and Apollo as well.

What makes you feel "MOE" the most?
Socially awkward girls. Hee^^

And I'm not passing it on~ But thanks Oneesama for tagging me.

Haven't Posted for a while

2009-02-14T03:46:25Z

Tonight was fun but awkward. My sister's boyfriend got locked in the bathroom for a while and couldn't get out. And I finally met Gary, my sister's gay best friend. He was really cool and funny, but I felt a bit weird. I'm no good with meeting a bunch of people at once, and I was really tired. It was nice to see my sister again. ^^

I'm getting my hair cut tomorrow~ I'm excited, but I still don't know how I should get it cut, so I'm nervous. My sister thinks I shouldn't cut it. But... I have my reasons. I realize that getting my hair cut for a girl isn't a good idea, but it's not just for her, so its okay. >>

I'm really excited to be home. I know I wouldn't be able to handle being at school now. And I was afraid I might say something I shouldn't to Taylor... ahaha^^; Plus I get to see everyone again and get stuff I need. Yay!

I'm going to try to be better at posting in the future, but no promises!

Go go nanowrimo!

2008-11-08T05:38:13Z

My goal for tonight... yesterday... was 20,000 words. I got 19,000 before everything I wrote turned to crap. I started thinking in novel format... that's how crazy it's gotten.

I'm really happy about Obama being president. Obama-sama! Not so happy about his supporters also supporting prop 8. You're for change you can believe in but not if its real equality for everyone? Okay, that's great.

My roomate just came back from partying and now our room smells funny. Like some kind of drug, I don't know which kind(s) her friends and she were using. I think they were drinking too... whatever I don't care except that it smells, which puts me in a bad mood. And I can't write right now. I'll just have to write 6,000 words tomorrow, so I can be halfway done in the first week. So I can brag to Anne. Maybe she'll actually finish this year if she gets competitive to me.

Oh well, I'm going to bed now.

AH NO MORE MAVERICK

2008-10-17T02:37:50Z

Had fun visiting people. Can't wait to see them again for thanksgiving.

Okay I have a meme I stole from oneesama. Its long...

STEP ONE:
Spell your name with songs.

Kalmia- Gackt

In the End- Linkin Park

Thnks fr th Mmrs – Fall out Boy

Sooner or Later- Breaking Benjamin

U+K - Gackt

Not While I’m Around –Sweeney Todd

El Tango de Roxanne- Moulin Rouge

Stripped- Shiny Toy Guns
Under the Rose-HIM

Mad World- Gary Jules

I’m Not Okay- My Chemical Romance

STEP TWO:
– Name: Kitsune Sumi

– Birth date: November 9th
– Nickname: Sumi
– Eye Color: Brown
– Hair Color: Brown
– Zodiac Sign: Scorpio

STEP THREE:
– The shoes you wore today: Black/white converse
– Your weaknesses: Stress, fatigue
– Your fear(s): Being alone, hurting people, being abandoned
– Your perfect pizza: Cheese with fresh green olives

– Goal you’d like to achieve: I don’t know…

STEP FOUR:
– Your best physical feature: Hair?
– Your bedtime: 10:30-11:30pm
– Most missed memory: …I can’t pick…

STEP FIVE:
This Or That…
– Pepsi or Coke?: Pepsi. Coke is fine too though.
– McDonald’s or Burger King: McDonalds
– Adidas or Nike: Neither
– Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Lipton

– Chocolate or Vanilla: Ice cream or people?
– Cappuccino or coffee: Watered down coffee?

STEP SIX:
Do You…
– Smoke: No
– Curse: Hell yeah!
– Sing: Yup

– Dance: No…
– Take a shower everyday: In the morning
– Have a crush: Several
– Do you think you’ve been in love?: Once for sure…
– Want to go to college: In college
– Like(d) high school: Most of it.
– Want to get married: Maybe someday…
– Get motion sickness: In the car.
– Think you’re attractive: Sorta?
– Think you’re a health freak: Not at all.
– Get along with your parents: Sometimes.

STEP SEVEN:
In the past month…
– Gone to the mall: Yeah actually.
– Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No.
– Eaten Sushi: Yup
– Been on stage: No, thankfully.
– Gone skating: No
– Made homemade cookies: …Yeah we did…
– Gone Skinny dipping: Heh. ^.~
– Stolen anything: No

STEP EIGHT:
Ever…
– Played a game that required removal of clothing: …
– If so, was it mixed company: Ew.
- Flashed anyone: Mmm
– Been beaten up: Yup.
– Shoplifted: No

STEP NINE:
– Age you hope to be married: 28. 32. 45! Idk
– Numbers of Children: 0
– Describe your Dream Wedding: Ace of Cake style cake. Nothing else matters.
– What city/country would you most like to visit?: Tokyo, Kyoto and London…

STEP TEN:
In the SAME sex..
– Best eye color?: Doesn’t matter
– Best hair color?: Brown
– Short hair or long hair?: Long, unless they can really pull of short hair.
– Height: Shorter than me.

STEP ELEVEN:
– Number of people I could trust with my life: Does it count if I trust them to end my life?

– Number of CD's that I own: …
– Number of tattoos: Zero, don’t like needles…
– Number of piercings: In the ears only…

Personal Quiz
Who were you with yesterday? Lilli, Taylor and Lara, same as always.
What woke you up this morning? My alarm
Where are you? In the mountains.
Is tomorrow going to be a good day? Hopefully.

Do you like anybody? Yes, some people…

THE PAST
Ever thrown up in public? Yeah

Passed out because of alcohol? No
What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW? Child prostitution x.x Ah overheard comments…

THE FUTURE
What kind of home would you like? A small one, so I don’t have to do much cleaning…
What do you want to be when you grow up? I still don’t know…
Where do you see yourself in 5 years? *sigh*

IN GENERAL
Do you like candy necklaces? Sorta?
When was the last time you fell over or ran into something? I never keep track.

Do you listen to music every day? Yeah.
Do you still go trick or treating? >> Hopefully not this year.
What was the last thing you ate? Chocolate I think.
Are you a fast typer? Not really.
What’s your favorite type of soda? Mellow Yellow, it saved my life.
Have you ever moved? Yup
Have you ever won an award? In elementary school.
Are you listening to music right now? No
How long ’till your birthday? Less than a month
When were you the saddest in your whole life? When I got lost one time…
What time is it? 10:09pm
Do you use ebay to buy or sell? I haven’t used it yet….
Who makes you mad? When people get between me and my loved ones/things ^^;
Have you ever heard a song written about you? I’ve written songs about people..
Something you want to happen in 2008? OBAMA!!!!

Summer 2008? Um, summer is over…
Honestly, do you miss 2007? Not at all

HONESTY SECTION
1. Honestly, what’s on your mind? I’m kinda upset the lesbian died in the movie I just watched… I really want to hug someone but I don’t want her to find out I like her, because I like it being onesided…
2. Honestly, what are you doing right now? Distancing myself.
3. Honestly, have you done something bad today? I didn’t pay attention in class…
4. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? I don’t remember…

5. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? Yeah…
6. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time? Being helpless…
7. Honestly, do you bite your nails? No
8. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder? No

9. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? …yeah…. I miss my friends o.o
10. Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now? I don’t really keep secrets… except when I like someone but I don’t want them to like me back…
11. Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like? Eh. I like my friends.
12. Honestly, are you in denial? I am a lot of the time^^
13. Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat? Nah.
14. Honestly, do you like anyone? Yeah.

ANGER SECTION
1. What do you do when you’re mad? Cry
2. What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad? I threw a ball at a kid one time- hit him in the head… also I’ve damaged some guy’s precious parts. Oh yeah, I’ve chocked people before.
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? Usually I’m the one crying…
4. Do you swear when you’re mad? Yup~

CRYING SECTION
1. When was the last time you actually cried? About 15 minutes ago.

2. Ever cried yourself to sleep? Many times. Especially after Moonchild.
3. Do certain songs make you cry? Yeah
4. What usually makes you cry? So many things…

HAPPY SECTION
1. Are you usually a happy person? I don’t know.
2. What makes you the happiest? ….//////
4. Do you believe in yourself? Nope
5. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy? Who would ever say that?

Friday is Tie Day~

2008-10-03T21:40:12Z

Got a package from my lovely Annekachan, and the youth group.... and Michael Gray. O.O I do miss that man. And I got another tie~ Its lovely and gay! I wore my lovely black one today, with my new man shirt. Got lots of compliments....yay^^;

I have a ride for fall break... I just dont know quite how Im getting back... oh well. I dont need to go back to school- yes I do.

Im making friends with a lot of lesbians- and one gay guy. I will have my drag party!

For Good~

2008-09-15T23:37:05Z

Good news: My mom and sister are coming up for family weekend, and theyre giving me the car. Im very happy about that.

My sister and I have sworn off dating for now. Because we can't handle it. I wonder which one of us will crack first. Heck thats not even a real contest. I bet shes kissed someone by now.

What else can go wrong, really?

2008-09-07T19:16:48Z

Lets see, today the fire alarm went off at 4am, yesterday it went off at 9:40am. So of course I'm tired and cranky already.

Then my sister stabs me in the back in the worst way possible. I have never been so angry and upset in my life. I tried being nice to her, bitch wouldnt even talk to me. I called my mom crying, not caring that the whole building could probably hear me at this point.

That car was my one hope... I could go home when I needed to... to see my dying father, and the friends that I miss so much... I just want to be held by people I can trust, people that can comfort me. Im so so homesick... it seems like no one can visit me, and Im trapped here. Haha, Im being so emo right now. Geeze...

Living in the dorms, going to classes

2008-08-20T00:46:53Z

My room is pretty nice- although its messy right now. I like my suitemates a lot. One of them- Lilli-san, is a gackt fangirl like me<3 We hang out and stuff. Her friend Taylor is also really fun. She's a totally beautiful lesbian- she can pull of the shorter hair and weird bangs. *is jealous*

Anyways after switching out of a class here are my classes:

Southern History and Culture (required bs class with FOOD!), Ancient Philosophy (I needed another class and I like philosophy), astronomy, astronomy lab (both required as science+lab), asian religious traditions (after switching out of guitar because I had a conflict with the teacher), Tai Chi (bs required health that sounds awesome), and hebrew 1 (cause languages are FUN).

Whoot! yay 17 hours mon-fri! At least I can sleep in a little more every day except wednesday- when I shall not eat or sleep, only learn. Fuuuuuun.

Almost Done Packing

2008-08-13T00:46:56Z

I got my hair cut today~ <3 and and, I packed some more. It was one of my best friend's birthday. He doesn't want me to make a big deal of it. So now I have to track down which college he's going to, his PO box, and send him a card. He underestimates my stalking skills. Muwahaha.

A "beautiful" memory

2008-08-11T01:48:29Z

Well.... here it goes

Good part of my day: Church. Church was fun. This was the last time I shall be at church for a while. Lunch was also fun. Then we had the good-bye party for me and another friend of mine. And a certain person came... I was so happy I got to see her again... because... Im falling for her. I knew I would. I figured it didnt matter because I told myself- theres no way- you have no chance. So I decided to just enjoy it. ...And today I fell even harder. She lets me hug her now, and even occasionally hugs me. And we played DDR and snuggled on a couch and it was really fun.

Bad part: Ummmm. My family was rather unkind to me. My dad had to go to the hospital and my sister told me he might be dead. Finally after hours of stress I was able to call my uncle who told me my father was a-ok. And then... my mom finally called about 8 hours after the hospital thing and told me she would be home soon. Still not home, nor has she called again. But then again- shes probably calling other random friends of her now. And my sister still thought I should help her move. =/

Shopping for college

2008-08-09T23:54:31Z

"Its like Christmas!"

My mom went out and bought a bunch of stuff, and then I went out with my sister, so I have lots of new pretty things for college, yay! I also slept over at Anneka's house, said goodbye to one of my friends, played DDR (once, and badly) watched andromeda and psych, and didn't sleep much. Busy~

Life as Usual

2008-08-08T04:14:05Z

Well almost... almost fell into the toilet- whoopsie. My sister came home, so I got some much needed hugs. Yay! I now have less than a week to college! So nervous and excited=^.^=

...I went grocery shopping but I forgot to buy cereal. My life is so exciting ^^;

New

2008-08-07T17:10:59Z

Well here we go. I have a LJ account now Oneesama.